Enlightenment''

Low...I jz missed it. My buddy called me saying that got free returned air ticket to Bali, 3D2N. Only pay for accommodation and decide to stay in Hard Rock but need immediate answer. I was so undecisive. Oh I hate myself always been like that, why?? Why don't i jz nod and say: "YES!!"? Putting so much consideration will eventually lost the right timing. The most important is to get permission from my parents. But, jz can't get thru their phone. Then, the offer is taken. Full stop.

Dream awake. Imbalanced.

Really sad and moody. I decided to take a little break off. Always I think walking alone is a way of getting a little peace of mind. Never realising calls waited. Received my mother's call. So sorry to let her worry me again not bringing phone. We talk and share a lot tonight. Another lesson learnt. Changing point of view and letting something behind. Mum, I salute your patience, courage and faith.

Thanks...

flash''

Study week has gone in just a glance. And I have successfully squandered time. Good, it has proven a thing: Time flies~~~ I can fly again in almost a month time haha... Flying is not a big deal, to bid farewell is the major threat for me :s Umm... before that, I really hate to pack. Who got brilliant idea suggest me how to move my house back jek?? It has been 4 years...u can imagine how many things I kept...It's not easy to give up just like that....how?? how??

current song is ''Tom's Diner'' by Suzanne Vega